Current mood:	artistic
Current music:	"THE BEST I'VE EVER HAD" (don't know the artist)

"And so you sailed away, into a blue sky morning........ it's not so bad; you're only the best I ever had. You don't want me back- you're just the best I ever had......"

So today it started raining which is always a good sign to start the weekend off. I love the rain... it's sort of my sign of good luck or an artistic hang-over in the very near or immeadiate future.
Blaze is having a party this weekend at his house- saturday night... I want to go but i am not sure if I should... if philip's going then no, because chris wants to come with me. He and I don't really party that much together unless it's with his friends. I don't know exactly why..i guess its just beacuse I don't know what could happen...If I get around himand I'm drinking and I get into one of those moods- my friends just blow it off- that's just me...but if he's there he might take something I say seriously and it could just be the alcohol talking and I don't want to do ro say anything stupid that I might regret because of what my next mood swing might become. you know? does that make sense? ANywho. things have been going pretty good, lately everyone has made our driveway the new "hang out" area and the afternoons are pretty entertaining. The weekends- well i still spend the weekends over at Chris's house and hang out until Monday then go home on the bus from school. Blaze has been sort of living inbetween houses and one of them is the other couch at Grandma's. I might be homeless by the end of the month- No job. And Mitchell want to be friends with me and sit down and talk out our differences. My mom is being very chummy when I see her and by little brother misses me- i can tell. Chris is great. Life is great. Made a few bad choices, but do not plan to corect them any time soon, and school is good for now. Well.. I have to go to my next class...I'll try to write again over the weekend.

-simply saturnine